The Journey to Perceiving My Worthiness

"It has been a lifelong challenge to navigate the world in a voluptuous body
Growing up in the early 2000s, size 6 Regina George was seen as fat
Cameron Diaz was the ideal
So much emphasis on the female body
So many comments made at my expense
The cruelty of the world made me learn how to protect myself
I got cold and hard and suspicious
I craved love but feared it
I pushed people away to keep.myswlf safe
And now, here I am: A nude figure studies model.
A presence.
A wearer of crop tops and swim suits.
An unashamed eater of cakes.
A curvy goddess with a mindset to match.
I am loved and loveable.
I am beautiful.
I am worthy.
I am worthy.
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I am worthy."